Hi Grace from the past

Revisiting this blog after almost 2 years.

Browsing through past entries.. Grace was such a creative retard who still managed to make the future her giggle a little in times of despair and depression.

Indeed.. I've lost it.

I've lost it all.


2 years only.. and it changed me.

No one can ever bring out the best in me anymore.

I don't have any more to offer.

I plan to run away and be alone.

I don't belong to anybody.

Nobody can ever find me...

 

he failed his tests.. i don't deserve mine too.

Just because someone

doesn't love you the way you want them to

doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I thought love is about

accepting not expecting..

But sometimes.. you love a person for what you expect them to be,

rather than who they really are.

It hurts so bad..

It really just hurts so bad to know I'm hurting you by being myself.

I just thought I could be accepted as who I am..

I lost myself along the way..

And I found myself back once again when I met you..

But now I can't be myself..